Lol did I really lose my shit because u drank my drink 🤡🤡🤡🤡
what a joke 🤡🤡🤡🤡
Hello tumblr my old friend
Soooo…… I have like 10 days off next schedule.
No plans and no one to make plans with.
Times like this makes me feel like… wow I have no friends lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sometimes I look back on my tumblr posts and I’m convinced…..
I’m psychotic
I love you
I feel like I have no voice.
And when I try to defend myself, it’s always wrong.
I am always wrong anyway.
Always wrong.
No right to defend myself.
Just accept it.
I feel like I’m suffocating with no voice and no one to speak to.
I need some guidance.
Why can’t everything be cut and clear?
Thank you for your weirdness, Paul.
It was nice talking to you all night through EPIC chat even if it made me finish my documentation late.
Thank you for asking about me too.
It was nice talking to someone who I felt could share the same loneliness.
Good luck with PGY-2 :)
I want to run away.
It’s what I do best.
Run away to a place unknown.
Do you think things will change there?
Maybe I’d feel free.
Growing up, I never really thought I would do anything significant in my life.
Then I miraculously became a nurse, out of luck probably.
I think I drowned out my luck for the rest of my life cause of this lol.
Currently, I think I am just living to disappoint people.
Nothing new there.
I am honestly just so disappointed in myself, and I’m worried that I am constantly disappointing others too.
Gosh, why am I stupid.
Currently rushing back to NY with tears pouring out
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